Jan 22, 2010

喧嘩上等


こっちの心根量らずと、
一体如何云う御了見
そうした喧嘩は手前から、
売ってやりんす上等よ

Not even considering my feelings, just what is it you’re thinking?

All right, since you started this fight, I’ll bring it - first-class


待てこら未だ答えは
聞けちゃ居ないのさ
洗い浚い吐け今宵は常套句
なんて通用しないと思え

Hold on now, I haven’t heard your answer yet

Spit it all out, don’t think I’ll use any popular clichés tonight


I'm so angry with you, sorry.
You should concentrate on cheering me up.
But it's too late now, you've lost your chance, it's gone.
You never once realized how bad our dilemma had got.
Stop it, honey, cheeky!
Why can't you see it my way just this time?
Silence, naughty, fussy!
I am really sick of you.
And i hate you.

That's right you love me so much, don't you.
I should thank you for that, maybe.
But it's no use how what a giant waste of time.
Because i have never felt any weight in your words to me.
Shut up!!
Stop it, honey, snooty!
Why don't we just look at our bullshit then?
Iffy, crappy, scrappy!
You would be best off alone.
I am really sick of you.
And i hate you.

***

Tokyo Incidents rules! :D

Jan 21, 2010

...


no love for you.
no love for me.

RUBBISH.

Jan 20, 2010

Please... don't judge me... ha!


video

stupid video converter.
'free download' my ass!

p.s : I am bored. :(

Jan 13, 2010

My holiday movies :)


Liburan selesai!
Liburan-extended selesai!
Niat dari awal liburan untuk menyelesaikan 100 film akhirnya cuma jadi omdo.
Hehe.

Alasannya?
1. Gue gak yakin gue punya 100 film (ha!)
2. Kingdom Hearts 358/2 dan Dragon Ball Z Attack Of The Saiyans menyita waktu gue!
3. New Year di Puncak dan nginap di Jakarta juga memotong jumlah hari libur yang lumayan singkat ini.

Jadi, film apa aja yang gue lahap liburan ini?
Plus gue kasih bintang!

Film seri :
- Desperate Housewives season 6 episode 9-10
(they still got it! ☆☆☆☆)
- Melrose Place season 1 episode 11-12
(David? Lauren? Yumm! ☆☆☆)
- Gossip Girl season 3 episode 11-12
(booooringggg. ☆☆)
- Ugly Betty season 4 episode 5-8
(hmmm. just okay ☆☆☆)

Film nonton ulang :
- Chicken Run
(hampir aja gue gamau makan ayam lagi. ☆☆☆)
- The Girl Who Leap Through Time
(one of my fave, makanya gue tonton ulang ☆☆☆☆☆)
- Death Proof
(one of my fave, makanya gue tonton ulang ☆☆☆☆☆)

Film baru nonton :
- Ever After
(classic! ☆☆☆)
- Long Weekend
(sampah! ☆)
- Jennifer's Body
(lucu juga, tapi actingnya Megan Fox jelek bangett ☆☆)
- I Love You Man
(bromance? cute! ☆☆☆☆)
- The Brothers Bloom
(Weisz, Kikuchi, Brody, Ruffalo, con, bomb, watch it! ☆☆☆☆)
- 9
(seru sih tapi... ☆☆☆)
- Byousouku 5 cm
(it touched my very soul... ☆☆☆☆☆)
- Mary & Max
(it touched my very soul... ☆☆☆☆☆)
- Mary Poppins
(I fell asleep, but... ☆☆☆)

Berapa tuh totalnya?

Jan 11, 2010

You think you know me?


Hey, I found this old stuff, ha!


---


nama belakang saya diambil dari nama:

manusia

binatang

benda mati

bintang

sayuran

buah


nama papa saya diawali dengan huruf:

a

c

h

m

x

z


dan nama mama saya:

canisius

ursula

maria

theresia

paramitha

bunda mulia


punya berapa ayah dan berapa ibu?

1 ayah 1 ibu

2 ayah 2 ibu

3 ayah 2 ibu

2 ayah 3 ibu

3 ayah 3 ibu


saya berdarah:

biru

merah

manado

bangka

setengah jepang

sedikit rimba


nama TK gue, hayoo:

tk bunda mulia

tk cahaya bunda

tk air mata bunda

tk kasih bunda

tk sayap bunda

tk sari bundo


rasa es krim favorit:

cokelat

stroberi

cookies and cream

vanilla

choc chip

darah


merk celana dalam saya:

CK

giordano

gt man

gap

cubitus

mami poko pants


berat badan saya:

39

45

48

51

54

59


mana yang paling disuka:

hugh jackman, scratch me!!

satoshi tsumabuki, mau mampus!

edward norton, uhh love club...

michael cera, awww manisnyaa...

seth rogen, soalnya empuk.

semuanya, aku kan gatellll.


di tembok kamar gue ada poster:

avril lavigne bonus dr traz magazine

daniel radcliff jaman harpot pertama

madonna dengan beha kerucut nya

marilyn monroe dengan rok terbangnya

mike lewis bugil dengan bola rugby dr cosmo

gue, lagi diatas panggung


cita citaku ingin menjadi:

designer

artist

model

rock star

sex icon

chef


bagian tubuh saya yang paling banyak rambutnya:

kepala

ketiak

lengan

dada

daerah segitiga

paha dan betis


jumpai aku (semoga) 5 tahun lagi di:

ngerokok di depan club di london sama temen temen model

manggung di arena super gede di tokyo bareng shiina ringo

bugil guling guling di pantai maldives ala 'stars are blind'

pelukan sama beruang di kebun rumah bjork di iceland

di layar kaca rumah anda, main sinetron 'jeruk makan jeruk' sampe 10 seasons

gak ketemu ketemu, soalnya nomaden, aku ingin melihat dunia!


easy, my idol is:

ibuku donk...

karen o

nicole scherzinger

shiina ringo

lady gaga

mother theresa


---

Notes facebook bodoh!

Jan 10, 2010

morning sickness.


Seriously, morning's not my thing,
but I'm trying to deal with this,
as ZEN as I can.

Since when, adding/dropping your schedule have to be this effing difficult.
We used to use this kind of ugly paper with tables in it and we were happy!!!
Now, to keep pace with the globaliblabla,
we have to ... how to say this ...
OH, ... and ... in the morning.
(please fill in the blank with ANY kind of expression you're having right now)
In my case, sigh and moan in the morning (you like that?)
Classic is always better!!!

And I don't like writing in english cause uh-
not that fluent not that good,
my grammar is like scrambled eggs! (growl)

Anyway, just like a love letter,
I enclose these pictures that might help you to imagine how frustrating this ONLINE FRRS is.



Good morning slim.


Login failed. Check my NIM or ASSword!!!!
Now this is my fault?


" We are unable to serve you as all of our resources is busy with other students.
We apologize for the inconveniences!
Please try again! "

Nah gitu dong...
(how to say "Nah gitu dong..." in english?
"Now, that's more likely!" ???)


And this. And this. Then this. And this again.
Repeat from step 1. Step 2. Then this...
And so on.

Perfect.

I only had like... 2hrs of sleep.
Now I think I'm going to bed and I kiss the SLIM buhbye.

Just like those anak-anak-songong-Amerika :

" DUH! "

Jan 7, 2010

Sada Abe.




Pernah dengar tentang Sada Abe?
Her story fascinates me!

Ilustrasi di atas, adalah ilustrasi dari Sada Abe,
gue temukan di Google saat gue mencari-cari sumber tentang dia.
Itu bukan ilustrasi tentang bidan yang membantu wanita melahirkan loh.
Itu Sada Abe yang sedang memotong penis pacarnya.

Yep, she did it, and made her an icon.

And she carried IT around in her handbag!!!

Apa yang membuat gue tertarik adalah,
bagaimana dia menyerahkan diri dengan tenang dan hangat saat polisi ke rumahnya,
bagaimana dia menceritakan proses pembunuhan pacarnya dengan mata berbinar,
dan bagaimana dia membunuh atas dasar cinta, bukan karena rasa cemburu dan lainnya.

Boleh dibilang waras,
atau gak waras.

But still,
they made movies about her!
And they put the penis in the museum.

Google her! :D

Bulu.



Gue dipanggil monyet.

Kingkong.

Gorilla.

Hanoman.

Nyonya Bulu (don't ask).

Stocking Bulu Impor.

Bulu.

Dan lainnya...


Gue cukup yakin saat SMP,

gue adalah satu dari 3 besar,

laki-laki paling berbulu satu angkatan,

dan mereka bertubuh besar tinggi menjulang.


Gue, 165cm, kurang lebih,

salah satu yang terkecil dan teringan

di antara anak lelaki lainnya di kampus.


Kenapa oh kenapa,

gue dikendalikan oleh dua jenis hormon

yang sangat bertentangan

dan saling mendominasi

saling mendahului

jadilah gue, pria berbulu dengan hati selembut dan sesensitif wanita,

jadilah gue, pria berbulu yang berpikir baik secara logika dan juga emosi.

jadilah gue, pria berbulu dan berjenggot yang sering kali dipanggil "Mbak" atau " Ibu".


Mata itu di depan loh. Heran.


Atas dasar apa gue membuat post ini,

sampai beberapa hari yang lalu,

gue berlibur bersama Papi, istri dan anaknya, dan saudara lainnya.


I was sitting on the dining chair, eating my breakfast,

lalu dia mendekat dan...

" Eh, monyet! "


Eh apa?


Gue cuma bisa bilang,

" Salah siapa?!!! "


Bahkan bulunya gak sebanyak bulu gue!!!


Jan 6, 2010

my love at first sight. :)



Jan 3, 2010

Si Tolol.



Nyanyi yuk,

Aku punya Nikon D80.
Kuberi nama Tolol.
Tolol, jepret jepret jepret...
Tolol, jepret jepret jepret...

Niatnya sih niru lagu itu loh,

Aku punya anjing kecil.
Kuberi nama... Henry (Henry? Iya gitu?)
Henry, guk guk guk...
Henry, guk guk guk...

Well, rasanya liriknya lompat dan namanya salah.

Intinyaaa!
Si Tolol, gue sedih ngeliatnya.
Dia teronggok begitu saja.
Jarang dipencet,
jarang dikeker,
jarang dibelai.

Bukan karena gue gak sayang.
Tapi gue gak ngerti pakainya!!!
Beruntung mata kuliah Fotografi1 gue lewatkan dengan nilai cukup baik,
beruntung karena teman-teman yang membantu,
beruntung karena peruntungan juga.

Segitiga apalah itu yang harus diperhatikan, speed, iso, entah deh.
Jenis lensa, seri kamera, aksesori dan harga-harganya,
gue sih cuma bisa diem kalau teman-teman lagi ngebahas tentang itu.
Atau bahkan Lomo dan polaroid!
I could careless, toh pada dasarnya gue lebih suka difoto daripada memfoto.
Walaupun gue suka banget lihat-lihat fotografi.
Visual shit,, digital spit,, boom boom boom!

Menurut gue slr itu bagai belati bermata dua (apapun itu artinya).
Hasil yang bagusss tapi bisa jadi kejam karena semua nya TAMPAK bila di zoom. Even bulu hidung lo mungkin.
Dan kurang praktis yah, berat, no wonder tangan fotografer tampak lezat.

...

Hahhh, maaf yah Tolol, yang tolol itu gue kok.
I wish I could treat you better,
kasih kamar jelly-jelly biar gak jamuran,
atau dikasih tutup kamera model paling mutakhir,
atau dibalut tas kamera paling trendi.

Gue bahkan ngebawa kamera ke tempat servis,
padahal kamera gue baterainya habis - bukannya rusak!!!

I'm not a good mother, ehem, I mean, father.

Dec 29, 2009

Shoo!!!


Entah mimpi atau bukan,
lagi-lagi, gue merasa seperti ditiban saat tidur,
lengkap dengan mata setengah terbuka,
melihat ke sekeliling - tak ada apapun,
tak bisa bersuara,
tak bisa bergerak,
dan sesakkk.

Itu kemarin siang.

Entah mimpi atau bukan,
sekali lagi, gue merasa seperti ditiban saat tidur,
lengkap dengan mata setengah terbuka,
melihat ke sekeliling - sebuah bayangan berkelebat lewat di depan pintu,
berambut sebahu,lagi dan lagi, sampai dia mencoba untuk membuka pintu,
tak bisa bersuara,
tak bisa bergerak,
dan merinding dari punggung sampai kepala.

Itu tadi siang.

Gue panggil-panggil Tuhan dan sebisanya gue bangkit dari ranjang,
gue nyalakan lampu kamar yang gulita ini,
dan lari keluar.
Gue mendapati rumah yang kosong,
tak ada siapapun.

Oh my my...

Dec 24, 2009

...


I check my cell,
no message.
I check my cell,
no message.
I check my cell,
no message.
I check my cell,
no message.
I check my cell,
no message,
from you.

And this isn't right.
I hate 'this'.

Dec 21, 2009

秒速5センチメートルアチェインオブショートストリーズアバウトゼアディスタンス




Sebangunnya dari tidur,
(gue mimpi gempa! dan melanjutkan tidur, gak sanggup lari karena mata sangat lengket)
gue langsung setel DVD dan melanjutkan tidur-tiduran gue sambil selimutan.

Seperti biasa, saat gue baru bangun tidur adalah saat mood gue busuk.
Cranky and ugly.

Dan ternyata film yang gue pilih adalah film yang salah.

Judulnya, seperti judul post ini, yang dalam bahasa Inggris berarti,

" 5 Centimeters Per Second : a chain of short stories about their distance "


It's an anime, dan seperti film Jepang lainnya yang selama ini gue tonton, it's a slow-pace movie.


Film ini, tergambar dari cover-nya, bercerita tentang apalagi kalo bukan CINTAAA.

Hahhh. Yak, film ini terbagi menjadi 3 chapter pendek, yang kalo ditotal durasi film nya cuma 60 menitan.


Chapter 1 : Oukashou

Ceritain si tokoh utama, cowo ganteng namanya Takaki Tonou yang saling suka sama Akari Shinohara,

dua-duanya sama-sama murid pindahan, yang sering banget pindah-pindah karena kerjaan papanya.

Mereka jadi dekat dan gitu deh... sampai satu waktu si Akari diharuskan pindah lagi.

Jadi mereka saling bertukar kabar lewat surat. Ya, surat dengan kertas dan amplop.

" Yaelah, pake HP aja napaaa! " uh-oh, sinis amat gue, ternyata itu awal taon 90-an, jadi belum ada HP.

Chapter ini sebagian besar dihabiskan dengan perjalanan Tonou yang nyamperin Akari pakai kereta,

sambil kedinginan karena musim salju,

dan begitu deh...


Chapter 2 : Cosmonaut

Takaki sudah kelas 3 SMA dan juga pindah ke sebuah tempat yang lebih jauh lagi. Chapter ini diceritakan lewat sudut pandang Kanae Sumida, temen sekelasnya Takaki yang doyan sama Takaki.

... I love this chapter!

Later, Kanae observes that Takaki is always writing emails to someone, or staring off into the distance as if searching for something far, far away and despite her feelings for Takaki, Kanae believes he is searching for things far greater than anything she can offer and eventually decides against telling him how she feels. Awwww.


Chapter 3 : 5 centimeters per second

2008, dan ketiga karakter sudah pisah dan jalan masing-masing.

... chapter ini dihabiskan dengan 5 menit lagu " one more time, one more chance " sambil menceritakan akhir dari film ini.


BABI.

BABI.

Dan gue pun melempar bantal ke layar TV.


Gue galau sampai sekarang!


Lagu " one more time, one more chance " itu sendiri translationnya pas sekali sama film ini.

Dan rasanya lagu ini yang ngebuat gue - sangat galau.



I'm always searching, for your figure to appear somewhere

on the opposite platform, in the windows off the street,

even though I know you couldn't be at such a place.


If my wish were to come true, I would go to your side right now

there would be nothing I couldn't do.

I would put everything on the line and hold you tight.


If I just wanted to avoid loneliness, anybody would have been enough,

because the night looks like the stars will fall, I cannot lie to myself.

One more time, oh seasons, fade not.

One more time, when we were messing around.


I'm always searching, for your figure to appear somewhere

at a street crossing, or in the midst of dreams

even though I know you couldn't be at such a place.


If a miracle were to happen here, I would show you right away

the new morning, who I'll be from now on

and the words I never said : " I love you "


The memories of summer are revolving,

the throbbing which suddenly disappeared.


I'm always searching, for your figure to appear somewhere

in the town at dawn, at Sakuragi-cho

even though I know you couldn't be at such a place.


If my wish were to come true, I would go to your side right now.

There would be nothing I couldn't do.

I would put everything on the line and hold you tight.


I'm always searching, for fragments of you to appear somewhere

in a store during my travels, in the corner of newspaper,

even though I know you couldn't be at such a place.


If a miracle were to happen here, I would show you right away

the new morning, who I'll be from now on

and the words I never said : " I love you "


I always end up looking for your smile, to appear somewhere

at the railroad crossing, waiting for the express to pass

even though I know you couldn't be at such a place.


If our lives could be repeated, I would be at your side every time

I would want nothing else

nothing matters except for you.



Jangan salahkan gue kalo ada grammarnya yang aneh,
karena gue ambil dari subtitle DVD,
dan bahasa Jepang yang sebenarnya sulit diterjemahkan jadi english.

Mengenai judulnya, 5 seconds per second,
diambil dari kecepatan gugurnya kelopak bunga Sakura, metaphorically,
menggambarkan manusia,
mengingatkan akan lambatnya sebuah hidup,
dan bagaimana manusia memulai semuanya bersama-sama tetapi perlahan-lahan berpisah,
menjalani jalan hidupnya masing-masing.

Hmmmmm...

You should, watch this movie.
Enough said.

Dec 18, 2009

Kiss with a fist, anyone?


" You hit me once
I hit you back
You gave a kick
I gave a slap
You smashed a plate over my head
Then I set fire to our bed "


get off - my head!!!

Dec 14, 2009

DKV4 makes me go...